Hello, dear lovelies! It’s the start of another year and I have two new videos for you. It’s been a pretty dark holiday for me (not in a good way), but since the death of my mother in 2012 the holidays have lost their festive edge. I did celebrate Krampusnacht, which was fun, but once Halloween ends I lose interest in the holidays. It’s sad, but I have accepted this fact in my life right now.
This first video is a look back of all the birthstone outfits that I wore this year:
Unfortunately, the cold weather and the holiday season can bring on depression. It’s a time where I can’t help but think of loss: my mother, friends who I thought were true, flaky family members who have no interest in family, and so on. I’m already dealing with clinical depression and the holidays tend to exacerbate it.
I was able to alleviate my sadness somewhat, with “playing dress-up”. I found that it’s never too old to play dress-up, especially in moments of sadness:
That’s it for now, lovelies. I’ve started drawing again and hopefully, I can keep up with this. I’m also working to improve my videos with a new setup and new lighting. Stay tuned for some artwork this year and for more fashion!
TTFN (Ta Ta For Now),